10年前的歌聲

最近在聽w-inds.的10週年紀念金選集。聽到 “慶太” 10年前的歌聲和現在的歌聲，對比好大噢！

不盡讓我好奇自己10年前唱起歌來是如何的。現在的我聽了是會嚇死還是笑到噴飯？

可惜我沒存任何10年前的錄音或表演的影片。所以，無解！

照片倒是有。而且有夠 ‘俗’ 的！哈哈哈！雖然人家都說 “十八的姑娘一朵花”，當時的我跟花完全占不上邊。

想想自己從一開始唱歌到現在已經有12年那麼久了。我第一次站上台唱 “天黑黑” 的時候到底唱得如何？還真是好奇啊～

算了！只要知道自己有進步就夠了。（都唱了12年還不進步，我該一頭撞死算了！）

其實超感謝我可愛的學生們。也許他們不知道，但他們確實給了我很多的鼓勵和自信。

謝謝你們說我唱歌好聽、說我琴彈得好、甚至說我漂亮！你們真是太善良了！（T^T)

是時候多錄錄一些covers了。也許幾年後的某一天，未來的自己會想認識一下這個現在的我。

看w-inds.10年的回顧短篇，看到他們的成長和變化。像是看著他們長大。不！應該是說和他們一起長大。 超感動的！這是現在追韓國偶像團體的小朋友們不會了解的！傻傻的他們只會說 “妳喜歡的團體好老喔！” 。死小孩！真是有眼不識泰山！（因為我身邊就有一個傻傻的這樣跟我說。＊生氣＊）

非常期待w-inds.快要發的新專輯！期待～期待～

23 April, my special day

Birthday was pretty good. (Other than the fact that cough viruses warmly decided to stay and throw me a birthday party.)

Apparently I can't seem to be able to escape from work or practices on birthdays every year, and this year's no exception.

But seeing my student's drastic improvement made my day. =)

And having your birthday song sang by 18 children and receiving hugs coming to you like Tsunami was pretty awesome. (The group hug was so overwhelming that we all fell to the ground.)

And then a simple dinner at Manhattan Fish Market with family.

Bought a small cake on our way back and had candle blowing ceremony at home to end the day.

Appreciate all the wishes and blessing from everyone. Be it from texts messages, verbally or on Facebook walls. Thank you for taking the time to wish me, although I might not have contacted you in a while (and I'm really sorry about that).

Fern, Makoto, Maveric, thank you so much for the watch. Really love it. It's like the most classy watch I ever owned. Christy, thank you so much for the super cute iPhone case! And thank you all for the early birthday lunch. ^-^

And so, I made it through another year. Thank you Mummy dearest for going through all the pain and hardship to bring me into this world 26 years ago. Love you!

好き

昨日の晩の日本語レッソン。

先生：どんな人が好きですか。
私：w−inds.の慶太が好きです！(o^^o)

突然好想你

最近腦袋常會自己突然播放［五月天］的［突然好想你］。

從來沒認真聽過那首歌。好像是我看的某一部偶像劇的背景音樂，就這樣灌進腦袋里了。

雖然知道歌詞的內容是說分手後的思念和難過。但我聽著聽著，卻想起那些以不再身邊的人。

也許是幾天前，夢到外婆在鏡子里對我微笑，讓我最近特別思念她。

今天早上去上課的途中，聽著聽著，就感覺眼淚在眼睛里打轉。還好忍下來了，沒嚇倒身傍的陌生人。

“突然好想你，你會在哪裡？過得快樂或委屈？
突然好想你，突然鋒利的回憶。突然模糊的眼睛。”

 

FLY HIGH

I just HAD to SHARE this!!!

w-inds. new single FLY HIGH is finally out today!!! (Yesh! I'm a w-inds. fanatic!)

They're 1 of the reasons why I dance.

They're 1 of the reasons why I want to pick up Japanese.

They are the ones who make me understand why fans can cry at their idol's concert, when I went to theirs for the very first time (though I did not cry, but the rush of emotions is unexplainable).

頑張ります！
 いつもw-inds.サポートされます！　O(^-^)O

正能量發電器

今天的心情，很down。Down到自己都覺得快窒息了。奇怪的是，Down的不明。就是覺得情緒掉到谷底。
也許因為今天是星期一，被“Monday Blues”影響了。可是我一直沒有發現今天是星期一，知道看到朋友在Facebook說他，“因為星期一很blue”。

超想與世隔離的我，最後還是硬著頭皮的教課去。

下課後，我很慶幸我有來和着一群托兒所的小朋友上課。

才短短的45分鐘，我大半天的鬱悶、壞情緒，通通就這麼不見了！

18個可愛的笑容、開懷的笑聲，把我頭上的烏雲都吓跑了。

有時候我會覺得小朋友是“正能量發電器”，總是能把快樂帶在身旁（雖然偶爾也會把大人氣猦）。

小朋友！謝謝你們！謝謝你們今天幫我充了滿滿的正能量！

Happy New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year!

It's been a while since I last celebrated Chinese New Year. I've spent my last 2 in Hong Kong.

Chinese New Year has never been my favorite festival.

Never liked the songs as I find them pretty noisy. Makes my heart and head pound.

Red was never my favorite color. 

I find new year visiting quite a chore as I was made to rush from 1 relative's house to the next and more than half of them were distant relative who I hardly  know (and only see them once a year, Chinese New Year's Day).

Regardless of all the things I've no liking towards. I still enjoy the fact that families and friends get to gather together, having meals, do some catching up.  It's the only time where everyone can be together. However, there will always be a few who gets stuck at work, or choose to fly somewhere else.

Even with all the joyful and happy spirit spreading all over the globe (maybe at least half or a quarter), I can help but still feel a hint of emptiness in the corner of my heart and I realized that I'm not alone.

I wasn't allowed to celebrate Chinese New Year last year due to my Grandpa's passing (Chinese custom thingy). Therefore, the reason why my family decided to go for a vacation in Hong Kong. This year, we aren't allowed again due to my Grandma's passing.

My Mom cooked Popiah yesterday, and I recalled that the last time I had it was actually made by my Grandma.

Aunts mentioned that it felt weird without her around. Caught Mom in tears a few times the past few days.

It occurs to me that people seems to be leaving one by one. That didn't felt good.

But as I was going down with all my negative thinking. I recalled all the adorable little nieces and nephews I've met during my Grandma's wake and New Year's Day. Just when I was thinking that the family will just continue to get smaller, I realized that it has actually grown without me realizing.

Yup, the little ones. Brought in life and joys.