外婆，I miss you.

It's hard to get over someone who takes up a huge part of your life.

外婆, I'm missing you badly.

I remember walking around the mall a few days a go, and hear a little girl shouting “外婆！外婆！”.

My heart skipped a beat, and I pause to see where it's coming from. There I saw, a little girl happily running towards her Granny.

I envy her.

Was singing Corrinne May's 'Fly Away' last night for a audition.

Didn't expect myself to be on the verge of tears after I finished the 2nd verse.

The image of Granny's passing appeared in my head.

"When I saw her laying in her bed. 

Fragile as a child. 

Pale just like an angel taking flight. 

I held her as I cried."

The lyrics described the last moments I had with her far too well.

Dreamed of her this afternoon. She appeared in my room, standing right beside my Clavi, looking at the photos on my wall. Only thing I remembered was me busting into tears when she looked and smile at me.

21 days since you've left. I thought I've  moved on, but apparently not.

I'm trying.

Too much memories of you in this house we live in and it's even harder to let go as you've been such a wonderful person.

I miss you so.